A nightmare

There is a dream always comes to me. A nightmare:

"I was 70+ year-old....One day....when I was testing on mixing chemicals and drugs....an accident occur....wrong mixture....wrong ingredient but didn't notice....no subject to test on....no choice to test on myself....Somethings goes very wrong....I feel the burning....suffering from it....pass out....Wakes up....I found myself in 10+ year-old....Initially very happy....joyful....exciting....Time passes....felt like my life are missing something....Where are all my friends? where are my relative? Why my children don't recognize me? So lonely....so empty....."

18/01/2010 The First Day of Year One Sem Two In Chemical Engineering

Finally the day has come, I'll be going to school again. Surprisingly, this time I need to repeat Mathematics for Engineering I. No doubt you'll ask, "How come Wai Khien need to repeat Math I. Oh my god!! This is impossible!!". I myself have no surprise in it too, this time, I really failed. Failed in expectation, failed my aim, failed everything, everything is ruined, ruined by my own hand......haizzzzz..... Before that, I once heard some seniors told me and even lectures too, they said, "Math for Engineering is a tough subject and can easily fail you.". I wasn't believe it by then, and I was playing a fool at that time. Gaming, movies, outing, I can say all I'm doing was enjoy in year 1 sem 1, but now, the result is out, now I can the stupidity that I have, how foolish I am........ wasting time on repeat the same thing again. Those time and money.........what a waste. Somehow, I can look back, I must look forward now, doing what I must do, accomplishing what I need to accomplish. Let's not think about this any more, work well soldier!

As the first day in school, it may be a good fresh start all over again. Taking 6 subject in this semester, as a start, it doesn't seems so bad after all, with the timetable arranged by ourselves and enough break time, it will be great. First day, first class was Math I, my repeat subject....=.=|| but surprisingly, I saw many familiar faces in the class, some of them, as I know was doing well in math too, this really make me thinks that, is UTAR really mark the paper correctly or giving a quota for passing student, all this really doesn't make sense. After that class, I met with a few friends, chit-chatting all around, asking how and why...... it's a long time we didn't meet up. Surprisingly, I found that some girls are getting different, in term of size and out look. Feel like they are getting prettier. Maybe more friends opinion I guess...haha...lol... Gosh, am I looking at girls or studying..... =.=""

But the first day sure is fast, I feel like just been to school just a hour but in fact already a few hours have passed. End at 6pm * =.=" the most traffic jam time....lol* , I drive home with friends dropping them at the LRT station but this time the location has change, from Maluri to Pandan Jaya. XD.... why? I found a shortcut to home, no jam, less traffic light and seems to pass by Pandan Jaya that can drop of my friends too..... what a nice route.

That's the end of the first day of year 1 sem 2 chemical engineering (18/01/2010) in UTAR......... haiz... feel like nothing had happened.. Hope this time I don't fail anything.

The First Day of 2010 and The Last Day of 2009

The first day of 2010 but I'm waking up on 12pm... lolz ..... =.="

The reason:
"It was a tiring day for 31st of December 2009 aka new year eve. I had the day at Look Out Point where suppose to be a nice place to view the fireworks.

Like every year, my friends and I sure had planned a specific location for the new year eve. Every year we had it at Bukit Bintang but ....... 2009 is a break through. Shawn and I agree on an experiment.
Experiment title: New Year Eve at Look Out Point
Objective: To investigate whether it is a nice place to hang out on New Year Eve

On 31st of December, it started with Shawn waking me up on 7.04am where I suppose to be in my dream. Shawn ....... this dream breaker .........= =" .... He reach my house about 8am but even though he's here, I'm still loafing around and pretending not hurry where this is making him inpatient. However, things won't go on as we are waiting for Yew Mun for the karaoke.

When Yew Mun arrive, Shawn and him went to the cyber cafe to pass time by L4D2 ..... so addicted to LEFT 4 DEAD 2.... >.<" but for me, I'm gone having my breakfast and collect my "package". While on my way to my objective, I called the dealer where I say will reach within 5 minutes but I'm late, 5 minute late ....... *sorry a Chia Chee, really sorry* The next objective is to go Green Box ...... as 3 guys taking a large room ....... wasting a lot of space but it wasn't our fault where they are fully booked. While I'm in there I'm required to order a meal ...... = =" I just had my breakfast pal!!! I forced to have it again. Dammit!!! From 10am till 12pm we hang in the karaoke but still we end up without satisfaction. WE ARE IN OUR PEAK AND WE FORCED TO STOP!!!! >.<" We release our anger in the Times Square's arcade ----> CAR RACING...... It was a fierce fight where 3 of us are serious driver, and finally the result ............... *It'll remain secret*.... lolz....... hahaha!!!!

*For those that know me well, they'll notice that I just mention 3 of us. This is a strange matter where it should be 4 of us. The missing one is Kai Yow aka Hak Cai. He seems to disappear from the planet, none of us able to contact him, SMS, Calls, anything, tried, no respond...... a worry situation. As in our thought, he is either dead or something bad happened to him. *touch wood... >.<"* but we'll still kept on trying until there is an answer...... for our brave comrade ......*

After awhile, Shawn and I went to Kar Yau's house where Yew Mun went home to prepare himself and her girlfriend. And for now, the 3 of us (Shawn, Kar Yau & I) end up playing Monopoly while waiting the time to comes and Yew Mun's arrival..... =.=" but in the same time, Kar Yau seek for my help in her problem on the internet. In conclusion, is the modem problem.. "Kar Yau a! Change the modem la wei. Don't use Planet modem, use Level 1".

When all is done, we start our journey to LOP on 7pm but at that time rain started to fall and this is a worrying situation where raining = no countdown. We have a traffic jam at Kg. Cheras Baru and Jalan Kuari but there are no problem going up the hill where we are early ...hehe... and luckily there are no rain when we arrive there. The most frustrated part is I thought my driving is already the slowest where Yew Mun is slower than me ..... swt .... =.="...... he missed me and turned a wrong corner where I'll have to go around and guide him again...... ish.....

When we reaches there, surprisingly, the restaurant we choose for is not Gasoline and it's Panorama..... haiz... majority wins.... *sorry Chia Wei and Chia Chee, sorry for causing so much trouble on you about the 'package' and ended up not using the 'package'. Drinks on me*
Actually we are having a boring time there where the 5 of us have nothing to do but playing cards. All we waiting for the is final moment, THE FIREWORKS!!!!

Ding....Dong.....10.....9.....8.....7.....6.....5.....4.....3.....2.....1...... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! The fireworks started..... boom!!!!!!!! It was quite a sight.

However, I don't feel ok with the fireworks where it's a bit hazy that day. KLCC's firework display was at the other side where the Twin Tower blocked a part of it. And I don't feel nice about it. Maybe my requirement are too high and too picky. XD

Talks about going home, it was terrible. Traffic JAM!!!! Not ordinary jam. Is 1 hour of no car moving. It's a nightmare man!!!! But there are 2 guys taking this opportunity to do something nasty, Spray war!!! They are playing out like mad fellow..... haiz..... no eyes see........ When the jam is clear Yew Mun still need my guide to get back to the main road where he already been there several times ....... haiz ..... poor memories ........ in turn, I'm taking an opportunity to make fun of him. I purposely turn a few rounds at the round about and take emergency cornering ..... lolz ........ evil me ..... hehehe!!!

At the end the exhausted me reach home around 2am in 2010 after taking Shawn and Kar Yau home. Haiz.... that's how the new year eve ends .......... so long 2009.

Conclusion: Look Out Point countdown for new year eve is not such a good place at all.

End of experiment.."

As in the first day of 2010, nothing special happen. Sat whole day in front of the PC, rejected invitation from Shawn of going to cyber cafe....... What a meaningless first day of 2010.... o >.< o

Hope that things will change in 2010 as I hope it'll be.

My Last Day in A company

29/11/2009 was my last day in A company but actually it should be 30/11/2009 but that day was my off day..lol! I had been in A company for more than 1 year but actually I just work there occasionally. This place let me learn a lot even shows me the evolution of a person, from pure white to contaminated black.

The first time I been in that company was Sept of 2008, I was sent to Leisure Mall, for training purpose. That's is where I met Mr.Ed, Ms.Moa, and others. Later I was sent to Tesco Ampang to be the first for that counter and it was there I met Mr.Dick. Mr.Dick was a special guy, he never gone too serious in his work and he always enjoy his days. He even encourage me to go off early when working in that quiet place...lol... we both were always gone off early as we don't need to punch card there but good things doesn't last long I stop that job awhile and continue my study. The next time I went back, it was the same, still in Tesco Ampang with Mr.Dick as usual but this time, we have punch card practices. Maybe the boss have figured out that many workers skip work.

The last time I gone back to work was on 12/10/2009. It was my longest semester break, 3 month of holiday but actually I didn't manage to get myself registered to the short semester. This time was my longest day in A company. But still, I was working in Tesco Ampang again but the last 10 days, I had my best time in A company, working for them in a fair. Those days was so tiring because we'll have to stand from morning to night. Reaching home at 11pm every single days. However, it was worth it where I never got such a sales since I worked in that company.

Some would ask, "How do you felt about this company?" and I would answer, "unbelievable!". First things first, most of the people in this company can't be trusted. Like Mr.Ed, he even lie on the simplest things. When asking him about resigned Ms.Christ and Mr.Dick, shockingly, he answered that they are still in the company where they are long gone. Worst part of this company is that they got an insane sales assistance manager, Ms.Kin. She is truly a bitch. I admit she really has her talent in being a sales but she is not a person on management level. With that her attitude which she doesn't admit her mistake and always scolding her worker for some little matter. The most important people in this group is Mr.K. Mr.K is actually a nice guy where he was not so serious and strict where even we make mistake, we will lecture us with a nice way where we'll easily understood and unlike Ms.Kin, he never scold us. This is what we call a born management level personnel.

After I work in this company for so long, I realize one thing. Their product deteriorate in a point. The first time I work there, the product was good and its quality went up, however, in one point, it drop to something that was so bad that I myself won't touch it. Luckily, the time I leave, some good product come out although they still have some defects, but nothing in this world is perfect, even the moon never round for eternal.

No matter how, I quit that company. No longer wanna go back but I do wanna thanks that company where it teaches me a lot and shows me that people do change and not all can be believe. Thanks company A, thanks Mr.K.

The Beginning (Alpha)

Before getting started, I think there would be some asking, "How come you suddenly start blogging?" or "It's not like you, you never spear time for this things.". First thing first, I just here writing some stupid nonsense and expressing some idiotic thoughts. My English won't be that much of perfect as aspected so be understood.

Sometimes I do think, why do people write blogs, is it that fun or it's a way to express themselves but I think this just correct for some, others might have more reasonable or nonsensical answer. I my blog, I'm just here to write what suddenly pop out in my mind. Maybe this blog will record some of my memories in case I have my brain gone blank.

So, enjoy my blog.......